Under / Over

Funny when I think about the months
that I could not get out of bed
Going back and forth over the letters
that I wrote but never sent
Wake up and repeat it
I was barely sleeping
Swimming in the memories and
floating in the deep end
How come you're not still in my head
I got you got
we got too much time on our hands
Used to be so caught up
in the things we had planned
I'm not chasing feelings
that I don't understand
I'm underwater but I'm over you
Thought that I'd be good the day
I took down all your pictures
in my room
How'd it go from easier to
everything's still
leading back to you
Can I be honest
I think about you constantly
You're closing every door
but now I'm looking for an opening
Maybe I'm just getting confused
I got you got
we got too much time on our hands
Used to be so caught up in the things
we had planned
I'm still chasing feelings
that I don't understand
I'm underwater am I over you